Amalia's Script

Alhamdulillah udah sadar dan udah normal kembali. Udah capek lahir batin. Obsesi menikah udah gak ada. Belum pernah punya anak. Berisik. DASAR COWOK BODOH. Gak bisa membedakan perempuan. Trauma lahir batin. Kalau udah punya istri dan anak ngapain nganguin orang lain. GAK TAU DIRI SEMUA. GAK PAHAM AGAMA SEMUA. MASAK NIKAH DIPAKSA. GAK PAHAM TATA KRAMA PERGAULAN. Astaghfirullah hal adzim. Astaghfirullah hal adzim. Astaghfirullah hal adzim. Gak paham batasan bergaul. Gak paham tata krama. Gak ngerti jam malam. Minimal jam 9 udah di rumah. Tata krama bertamu.  Laki-laki yang dicari itu: 1. Paham Agama 2. Tanggungjawab 3. Gentle atau Tegas Langsung sholat tahajud dan sholat taubat udah kena sihir beberapa bulan yang lalu.

Two Augusts ago I told the truth, oh, but you didn't like it, you went home You're in your Benz, I'm by the gate Now you go alone Charm all the people you train for, you mean well but aim low And I'll make it known like I'm getting paid That's just the way life goes I like to slam doors closed Trust me, I know it's always about me I love you, I'm sorry Two summers from now We'll have been talking, but not all that often, we're cool now I'll be on a boat, you're on a plane Going somewhere, same And I'll have a drink Wistfully lean out my window and watch the sun set on the lake I might not feel real, but it's okay, mh 'Cause that's just the way life goes I push my luck, it shows Thankful you don't send someone to kill me I love you, I'm sorry You were the best but you were the worst As sick as it sounds, I loved you first I was a dick, it is what it is A habit to kick, the age-old curse I tend to laugh whenever I...

Banyak hal yang kadang kita tidak bisa memahami. Hanya bisa berusaha lebih dekat kepada Allah S.W.T dan berusaha hidup lebih mementingkan akhirat dan berusaha hidup dengan sejujur-sejujurnya. Biar tidak ada yang merasa terdzalimi. Dan jika diri ini pernah terdzalimi semoga bisa menjadi pengugur dosa.  Setelah kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan. Dan setelah kesulitan pasti Ada kemudahan. Dan semoga diberikan pemahaman mana yang benar dan mana yang salah. Kalau sekarang banyak waktu luang berusaha mengisi waktu luang dengan beribadah atau mendekatkan diri kepada Allah S.W.T. La Tahzan InnaAllaha Ma Anna. Dan jangan bersedih sesunguhnya Allah bersamaku.  Aku punya agama sandaranku Allah S.W.T. Aku tetap harus berpikir positif aku pasti kuat menjalani hidup ini. Selama ini merasa ditipu-tipu dan difitnah-fitnah tapi aku percaya Allah S.W.T maha melihat. Aku percaya aku pasti bisa menjalani kehidupan ke depannya dengan baik. Sesuatu yang baik harus diawali dengan kebaikan. Jangan sampai...

Masih penasaran yang bantu nyebrangin aku di jalan raya itu siapa? Kenapa habis itu aku sering halusinasi. Dari dulu sering gak paham soalnya gak ada yang ngejelasin. Tanya adikku juga diam. Padahal udah hampir 8 bulan yang lalu. Ngeliat aku kok sedih padahal awalnya ketawa. Gara-gara ini aku takut ke sana lagi. Di sana aku seringnya dipangil "bu" (ibu) agak tersingung soalnya udah kelihatan ibu-ibu padahal belum pernah menikah umur juga masih 30 an awal. Mungkin adikku perempuan dikira anakku. Padahal adikku sekarang udah lulus kuliah (wisuda) udah jadi guru SD. Tapi aku sama adikku beda 12 tahun. Soalnya di tempat kerja aku temannya  sepantaran kadang pangilnya mbak atau mas kalau gak gitu nama pangilannya. Pernah kerja jadi operator sekolah setahun gak betah soalnya biasanya kerjanya sering sama anak-anak muda yang sepantaran. Tapi aku gak kerja di sana kok sering dipangil ibu. Tetap gak mau jadi operator sekolah MI atau guru soalnya dunia kerjaku modern. Di IT konsultan d...

When you're gonna stop breaking my heart I don't wanna be another one Paying for the things I never done Don't let go Don't let go To my love Can I get to your soul Can you get to my thoughts Can you promise we won't let go All the things that I need All the things that you need You can make it feel so real. Cuz you can't deny You've blown my mind When I touch your body I feel I'm loosing control Cuz you can't deny You've blown my mind When I see you baby I just don't wanna let go I hate to see you cry Your smile is a beautiful lie I hate to see you cry My love's dying inside I can fix all those lies But baby, when I run, I'm running to you You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you Can I get to your soul Can you get to my thoughts Can you promise we won't let go All the things that I need All the things that you need You can make it feel so real Cuz you can't deny You'v...

Oh, thinkin' about all our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and free Now, nothing can take you away from me We've been down that road before But that's over now You keep me comin' back for more Baby, you're all that I want When you're lyin' here in my arms I'm findin' it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart Isn't too hard to see We're in heaven Oh, once in your life you find someone Who will turn your world around Bring you up when you're feelin' down Yeah, nothin' can change what you mean to me Oh, there's lots that I could say Just hold me now 'Cause our love will light the way And, baby, you're all that I want When you're lyin' here in my arms I'm findin' it hard to believe We're in heaven Yeah, love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't too hard to see We're in heaven, yea...

Oh, yeah, I'll tell you somethin' I think you'll understand When I say that somethin' I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand Oh, please, say to me You'll let me be your man And please, say to me You'll let me hold your hand You'll let me hold your hand I want to hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy inside It's such a feelin' that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you got that somethin' I think you'll understand When I say that somethin' I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand And when I touch you I feel happy inside It's such a feelin' that my love I can't hide I can't hide I can't hide Yeah, you got that somethin' I think you'll understand When I feel that somethin' I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand I want to hold your hand